new sem.. new vision.. new spirit.. new botfriend..! ;p

derrr.. new year is coming.. 2011..! awesome. i got a new spritit to futher my study.. hehe.. i was sooo exited when at 1st i stepped in the college BUT when a day after, i felt somerhing strange.. something differant that i never feel before.. i feel uncomfortable with my new study environment.. i have no idea how could it happen. maybe because i fall in love with my job right now.. hurm... somebody help me to give me some advice and spirit..
then.... about my new bf.. OMG..! sweeeeeeeet sangat and matured sangat2.!!!! i like his character.. very much.! i'll never tell anybdy who... because... TOTALLY DANGEROUS,,..! er.. hensm ke x..? x yah tanye la wehhh.. sure2 lah x..! but thats true peole said.. love is blind... now not just love is blind but me toooo..!
umur..?? x yah tanye okey..?! kalau i kasitau sure melompat ke ceiling ..! haha. then... kaye x.? OBVIOUSLY..! then............. thats my new love this 2011... =)

double the trouble..-end-

huh.. its hardddddd..! i need someone to share. not double my trouble. enough with all the kusut masai dalam dade ni yang u nak tambah2 pehal..? i told u everythg bcoz i tau u akan faham. i gurau je... jangan lah take serious on it..btw im so soooooory... i lost the special one but then i don want to loose u.. bcoz u are my fren. the only bez there. beb. come on.. soorry kay..
                                                   
huh..actually theres something bad happen between me and my fren.. enough with that.

new story.... today is such a blast.! huh... go baby..go..!!! lot of work to do and no 1 yang i dah settle.. 'great.!' weellll it show that i enjoy with my life... =) *wink wink*
blogging.. hurm.. im enjoy it when theres no people can listen to us.. theres no 1 sit tgether and cry beside.. also today is a sorrow day actually
                                                    
cry.baby cry..! calm urself.. bcoz nobody understand you.. cry baby cry...................

 the bez place for peace.. is pray....

give me someone please... i  am very lonely..*derrr..soundes desprate*..no.. actually its true.. very true..
i lost him.. almost 3 month.. i still cannot forget him. im trying and keep trying but i cant.. he such a gurdian angle before.. i dnt know wether he still single after me of now he got the replacement.. good then. =) im heppy for you darling....
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miss this song....

Menerima Kau Pergi-Acha & Irwan

i let him go......

i heart them.

i love them anddd i never hate them. here what we call friends..!

                      friands is come and go away......

but i love my friends even sometimes they dont like me. theres a lot of sweet memory and also hurt. =(

when sometimes i feel its better dont have any....

here lets cheer it up with my friends story.....begin with.....

hah..! zeti mahaya..! she is the one i love.. * full of my heart * some of discrimination here babe... haha.
theres many story behind me n her. i like her character. she love to smile. its hard to make she mad. senyum sokmoooo... grrrr,, i jealous dgan u tau x..! derrr.. still remember when she always be the one supporting me.. but she is brilliant..! kaw kaw punye brilliant..!

follow here.. follow there..

after a month gain a lot of experience in my job and career, i realize that theres many more thing that i should explore and know. every single words came out from my mr. boss is very priceless. thank you so much.
theres still a long journey, a long way, a high stairs to skype n lots of obstacle to fight. here, i admit that im just a normal human being stand still in the same world have alot of mistake. okey.. talk about my dream to become an engineer.. why i want to be an engineer.. dulu i cakap i xnak jadi jurutera but i want t be an engineer. pelik.. haha. but thats the truth. when i was still a young girl i love to looked at the building and all that thing. Allah is fair. He make my journey become shorts and easy. till last 2 years my sister met this 1 guy.. n offered her a jb. and now the same person also offer me to become my employer. what else yang i kne pk bside of STUDY..!?keep hlding on a good result juz like what i did on my past semester. that such a very2 good job from me. but hazirah,, keep on low profil and keep bare i mind that the succesness will not continue if there no effort at all. keep doing a good job..!

                  

i miss you.!

I MISS U.! i don't know what should i do. it such a long journey.. a long story. huh.! its make me feel anoyying with myself.

he is the one i love..! but he dont know the truth.. sharing here alone.. hurm. i miss him..

urghh..!! THATS GREAT..!!!!!!!!

after 2 weeks stay here in joho and did my job as a junior engineer *errr.. izit okey ..?* bos jangan mara yee~ ngeee..~ theres a lot of thing dat i already learn. ok 1st day here i learned plan colouring. ok here i can share dat all the item in tha plan have their own colour related with their function. for example for somethg dat related to water flowing so the item will be blue in colour. if dat plan will be submitted to firefighter so most of the item will be red in colour for the symbol and path. haa. i think dats enuf for plan colouring. after dat i learned to lipat the plan. from the a1 to a4.! quite interesting job. then  i learned how to bluprinting. AWESOME.! but kind of tired.! but trust me.. fun.! the smell of ammonia make me feel dizzy but luckly my boss still alive (mean dat thing will not make people die.! ) haha.!! then my sista give me 20 volume of urban stormwater manangement in malaysia.. wooooo.! dasat lah..! i need to learned how to calculate ESCP, OSD , drain and box culvert. not soo hard . ngee.. jus kidding.?! if not so hard,, my boss will not asleep after make it. ( 4 jam tau kira utk ESCP sahaja.! ) urgggh..! crazy.! then after dat my boss bring me to the site ( project ) . ahh.! good job.! so hawt.! great.!! lots of expression here darl.!! then from there i know the condition of my job in the future. then my boss also bring me along to kuantan pahang tu buy PA (pelan perakuan) . ah.! before dat he already bring me to nusajaya in johor bharu to buy a geran.or lot number. kind of la..
                    ok continue.. after i follow him to kuantan, we went to temerloh specifically to firestation to take our rejected plan. ahh.! here i can see my boss soo great when he can explain his own mistake in the plan to that people in the fire station. dont u think its funny lol.? haha..! then we go to TNB. here i met with the engineer,..! haha.. funny name  but he's great.! herei can learn that the way to cooperate with people that we want to deal of. thats mean.. SOFT SKILL .!
                     then i move foward to jerantut make a deal with this one owner,.. chinese man. .! the go to majlis daerah and make deal again. after dat meet this one owner then i can see my boss got his payment.1 waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.!!! lots of money.. make me feel like it was the best part to becoming an engineer.! then i also met this 1 owner but now malay. he wanted to offer my boss one job...!wahhh..!! so easy to get a job.! to be continued/..............